And i stand here for you..

And I                         

Stand here for you 

Among the fog and mists.
To see

How you faded away

Like a smoke in air.
I tried

I kept wandering everywhere

To find a clue of you.
But I

Failed to find you

Little did I ever knew
That you

Were dying each day

Out of alcohol and weeds.
The pain

Kept upraising each minute

The screams kept upraising each second.
I feel

More weaker than ever

To see your side unknown.
With a

Lost love and breathe

You lived like a corpse.
With all

the hurt and pain

Kept caged in your heart.
You left

With no sign of

Grief and helplessness for me.

THINGS I’ll never understand. 

There are some things that I’ll never understand like the desire to meet strangers, the desire to stay away from the knowns. The desire to stay happy but couldn’t be as the fear haunts me that what if something bad happens next. The desire to never miss the sunset. The desire to be deaf when the dark screams aloud at night. The desire to find love desperately plus the desire to stay away from love too as I fear to bear the fallacies. The curiosity to know, ‘what will happen next’, so that I can plan things further to be good but also want to live life with all its ups and downs and happy and sad’.

‘Some things are not always things.’  They leave you with an ephemeral attachment with curiosity, that you’ll never understand.